Despair

I shall call it by a Capitalized name
And it shall be bearable

Disorder, Hormonal Imbalance, Addiction--
named, defined, and so controlled

For when there is a word, there is a professional in charge of the word,
And so in charge of me

Without denomination,
what abyss of uncertainty would claim me?
What could I say?

Only-
"Something is broken.
There is no promise of repair."